It's happening!!!

I went to the doctor today and he wasnt going to check to see if i was dilated but I have been having such intense pressure to where i almost cant walk he decided to. Im at a 2 i cant believe it is really happening soon, i keep thinking about all the changes with a new baby. Nursing again, late nights, all the crying and rocking and loving. Teaching katie to be gentle and most of all getting to finally hold my little son i cant wait im getting anxious about labor if i think about it to hard but i know it will be ok. AHHHHHHH im having a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!