It's happening!!!

I went to the doctor today and he wasnt going to check to see if i was dilated but I have been having such intense pressure to where i almost cant walk he decided to. Im at a 2 i cant believe it is really happening soon, i keep thinking about all the changes with a new baby. Nursing again, late nights, all the crying and rocking and loving. Teaching katie to be gentle and most of all getting to finally hold my little son i cant wait im getting anxious about labor if i think about it to hard but i know it will be ok. AHHHHHHH im having a baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nesting :)

Well I have three weeks left till this baby is due, i want him to come now but my sweet mother in law is leaving town this week and will be gone for a week so he has to wait till she at least comes back.  Alan has been building a fence for our puppy out in the front yard that come up to the door so when i get overwhelmed with the dog and katie and the baby i can send the pup outside for a while to get a break and katie to lol and i dont have to worry about them getting out and going up to the road. 
Today i was cleaning katies room and it seemed like no matter how much i kept cleaning it was still a mess so i said thats it we are rearranging, anyone who knows me know that  no room in my house stays the same for to long i love to rearrange furniture and change rooms up. Keeps it looking new and fresh and its is fun for me. Alan has stopped being surprised hahaha but he doesnt mind and he actually gives me advice and input when i ask for ideas on how things would look. I appreciate that most guys dont care im glad he does.

So far i think i have everything i need for the baby i got almost everything at yard sales this summer saved SO much money $$$ i have two dressers full of clothes for him just need more newborn clothes and socks. I have bath stuff that i need now i think, and all the little stuff like a soft brush for his head lotions and all that stuff. But that is easy to come by. Im going to have a Halloween baby shower this time after he is born im excited for that. Since i was able to get most of what i need i decided to wait till he gets here then everyone who comes can hold him. Who knows maybe if i do that this time ppl will actually show up! Nobody came to kaitlyns and i was super sad and there was family drama with the ppl that were there OF COURSE! But not this time they will be asked to leave if they cant behave themselves!!! I hope baby Mason comes soon and safley and i hope he is as easy as katie was but i know that probably wont happen but that's ok im ready. Im not scared to give birth this time, i was with katie but now i know mostly what to expect and i know that i am capable of having a natural birth since i have done it before. I have more confidence i guess you could say in my ability to have the baby the way i really want to. 

Fun times at Grandma "yellow house"

Having a tea party 

 Everyone playing Botchi Ball

 Katie is doing her leg exercises while she waits for her turn 

 Swinging with mom saying hi to baby Mason

Papa's Birthday

Katie was a big helper planning her papa black's birthday party. She helped me make the strawberry cake and kept sneaking little pokes at the frosting when i wasn't looking :)    Your only two once right? so i let her... a couple times. Here she is all pretty'd up for the party she loves to wear that dress.

                            Here is the cake she helped mama make.

 Now she is giving him his present, i didnt get to formal with the wrapping lol walmart bags worked great

                                          She cant wait for him to see.....

                         Papa and bonnie i made a collage of all the pics of her with papa and framed it. 

Updated pictures!!!

        Here are some updated pics of my beautiful little girl!

              Me and katie getting ready to leave for church :)

                                Jaxy's first camping trip

          She got to have the first apple right off Papa's tree

Awaiting baby....

Wow i can blog now YEY we got a new computer and i thought well maybe it will not give me the white screen of death now if i try to write a new post and Viola! Yippee Well so much has happened since i last posted. Katie has been successfully potty trained now for 5 months and it has been so wonderful she caught right on and most of all she just loves to be praised and told she is a big girl. She tries so hard to make us happy even though she doesnt need to try at all but i do appreciate it. :)
 This summer i went to a couple yard sales and got everything i need for the new baby! I got enough clothes to fill two dressers, tons of shoes, blankets and a swing and total i spent 40 $ im so grateful i found all the things i needed. Yard sales are defiantly the way to go to get baby stuff, they need so much stuff and it is so expensive. In june we went to Arizona to visit family and to see my new nephew Jameson, it was a fun trip we got to see lots of family and katie had a lot of fun. I do know that i will never live there in my life... ever but it was fun to visit hopefully if you go again it can be during winter ;) 
    We also added a puppy to our family we have wanted a yorkie forever but they are hard to find around here and they are so pricey, alan found an add in the paper for some and we jumped right on it and got a little male yorkie. his name is Jaxson we just call him jax he is a good little dog if he would just poop on his pad i would love him even more hahaha him and katie have sooo much fun together. She will run down the hall while he is running along behind her and then she will fall to the ground and huddle up and jax jumps on her and attacks her while she laughs hysterically this can go on for hours literally. He makes a good babysitter when im super busy cleaning hahaha 

       I only have 4 more weeks till baby Mason gets here and im so excited to meet this litttle guy and im so done being pregnant. This time around is so different then with katie i wish and hope that labor and delivery wont be different that it can go like it did with katie but i know that is wishful thinking. Even so im not scared just getting anxious, i actually really enjoyed labor and delivery it was an amazing experience. This little guy moves around so much and pushes out so hard i think he is going to burst through my stomach at any moment. I did learn that i have a common blood disorder called factor five lieden, So while im pregnant have to give myself shots everyday. Originally  i was told i had to do them around my belly button and it has to go into fatty tissue not muscle and that was ok for a while. The needle didnt hurt it was the medicine going in that stung but as my tummy grew and stretched it was getting really hard to grab any fat to put the needle in. It started to really hurt and bled bad when i pulled the needle out so they told me i could do it in my butt or leg.That has helped so much i have plenty of butt to administer the medicine in hahaha. 
 But im almost done having to take them so i cant wait for that. 

     I will post some updated pictures soon i have a cake in the oven gotta go ; )